the time is now
"You will never be able to escape from your heart. So it is better to listen to what it has to say." ~P. Coelho
"No more fear. Only love." ~mis Guías
I heard these words two years ago in a meditation. Love is the one and only answer.
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"You must live the path to understand it." ~don Oscar
The last three years have impacted humanity in ways never before experienced---emotionally, mentally, physically and spiritually. We've been given the opportunity to face ourselves--the traumas, painful memories, deepest fears--to do the difficult inner work in order to begin healing at a soul level never before possible. You're a Child of the Sun, Intikchuri, bound to the laws of our beloved Mama Pacha. You're a being of pure love, of Divine Light--an illuminated human, Inkari. Purity is the seed of integrity and truth. It's Divinely sacred. Recall the cosmic law of the Inkas: "Ama Llulla, Ama Qilla, Ama Suwa." Deceit of any kind, at any level, dishonors you and your entire lineage (7 generations back and 7 generations forward). Although there's not much time left, you still can dig deep, discover your courage, stand in your truth, in your Heart, and in your Mastery. Dawn Eagle Woman says it best: "You are the living hope of ALL your ancestors." If you wish support and assistance in moving forward, go to "contact me" page.
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THE NEW HEALING
The physical body manifests dis-ease when deeper issues aren't resolved. These issues fall into many categories, such as trauma, abuse, PTSD, addictions, unresolved emotions/memories, etc. Western medicine can assist with many physical symptoms, but it lacks the connection to the consciousness of the human body. All organs, endocrines, body parts and general body tissues have their own individual consciousness. In the esoteric, this connection is restored. The body is allowed to re-member, re-connect, re-balance and re-align its systems. You do the work. I am simply a witness to the miracle of you, your own healing abilities, and your re-connection to Source. Testimonials speak for themselves. For a session, go to "Contact Me" page. For more information on removal of negative entities, spirit attachments, property clearings, etc., please click the "Learn More" button.
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HEALING FOR ANIMALS
All animals are sentient beings. The animal and human worlds are setting a new reality. The more peaceful we are with-in and the more aligned we are with nature, the more aligned we are with all sentient beings. Animals sense and know according to the stillness of the human. When we live from our heart and sit in this stillness, then the pure love of us can radiate into the golden silence that the animal world lives in. The animal kingdom's wisdom extends far beyond our comprehension. They're pulling us into a new higher frequency direction. As we connect more deeply with Source, we connect just as deeply with them. For a sitting with your animal(s), go to "Contact Me" page.
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"Llankay, Munay, Yachay"
"Acción correcta, nacida en el amor, guiada por la sabiduría." Hemos sido creados para crear equilibro la cual se encuentra en la disciplina. Somos 'Incari', humanos iluminados. Estamos escribiendo una historia nueva de la vida con la base espiritual y ancestral. Estamos dejando el mundo mental al mundo del corazón, el Crear del Amar. Somos como los árboles....necesitamos raíces para no caernos en tormentas. Esas raíces son nuestros conocimientos ancestrales. These are the times of the rising of the Sacred Divine Feminine in all of us, whether you are man or woman. The most important part of the Sacred Feminine is freedom. Pachamama is absolutely free. The Sacred Feminine is delicate, often vulnerable, but not weak. This is the moment you begin your transformation into 'unaltered' consciousness, your liberation from the pain, trauma and addictions of the past, and welcome back the fragmented pieces of your soul, and transcend what you may perceive as limitations. If you wish support or assistance, go to "contact me" page.
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REIKI
Reiki is a Japanese technique for stress reduction and relaxation that also promotes healing. It is administered by "laying on hands" and is based on the idea that an unseen "life force energy" flows through us and is what causes us to be alive. If one's "life force energy" is low, then we are more likely to get sick or feel stress, and if it is high, we are more capable of being happy and healthy. For a Reiki healing, go to "contact me" page.
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DRUM SOUND HEALING
The drum is a sacred healing tool with a unique spirit. Drumming is a way to align with Divine, as has been experienced since ancient times, through native spiritual and shamanic healing practices. The drum rhythm reminds the body of its optimal vibration and returns us to our heart center, and to the heartbeat of Pachamama.
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Intikchuri -- "I am a Child of the Sun"
It's important to stay in the Temple of the Heart, out of our ego, or a need to be right, and to understand that every person is on their unique path as part of their individual compacto.
What affects one, affects everyone. It is what the Maya call "In Lak'ech Ala K'in". This means "what I do to you, I do to myself, and what I do to myself, I do to you". So the more we live and act from the heart, the higher the collective frequency will be for our beloved Pachamama and for all beings that live with-in and with-out her. In this year we will be able to easily live more from the heart and from the new incoming frequencies, rather than acting from the head, which is now mostly wisdom of the past.
In Inca traditions, this time is referred to as the Taripaypacha (tah-ree-pie-pah-cha), which means "to merge with the Universe". In Andean prophecy, this refers to the new Golden Age. It is known as the age of meeting ourselves again, a coming together again of the Children of the SUN, the children of Light, and the re-creation of a new and higher frequency world, el MunaySuyu, la Tierra del Amor.
Ahayo Pachamama
Ahayo Mama Kiya
Ahayo Wiracocha
Ahayo Inti
Ahayo K'uychi
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November 27, 2023
The words 'thank you' in Japanese means “to be grateful for our own existence”.
Think about that for a minute.
Gratitude for BE-ing.
¡Uao! The realization of how big that is finally sank in.
I wake every morning in the dark, step outside, and observe Tayta Inti rise over the horizon and light up the early morning. I stand there in deepest gratitude for so much---for standing in my truth, for my life, this sacred path I walk, all the experiences and lessons that got me to this point (bad and good), a roof over my head, a bed to sleep in, food to eat, family, safety, the list goes on… yet when I saw the Japanese definition of thank you, somehow that changed everything. This awareness is different. It is felt in a depth of me I didn’t realize was there…until now. It brought me to tears. The words I AM mean so much more now.
I AM THE MONAD - my original divine spark from Source
I AM THE LIGHT DIVINE - my Monad carries the highest frequency of light
I AM LOVE - my essence is pure love & in tune with the love of my Monad
I AM WILL - my Monad is totally in tune with the Will of Source & I align myself to this
I AM FIXED DESIGN - my Monad (or I AM) is attuned to the divine blueprint for creation & I align with my divine perfection
I AM that I AM.
I AM that I AM.
Beloved I AM.
Gracias. Gracias. Gracias.
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"De las Estrellas a la Tierra caigo y regreso.
En Boa y Anaconda, dejo huella.
En Ballena y Delfín, nado.
En Águila y Condor, vuelo.
En Puma y Jaguar, tengo visión.
En Llama y Alpaca, nazco.
En la Madre Tierra, sano.
En el Alma, yo vivo."
¡Hinayá! ¡Que así sea!
"We are a living loving Consciousness of Oneness"
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July 28, 2023
"I fully accept the GIFT of freedom from old karmic contracts.
Thank you Prime Creator.
I AM free from feeling responsible for other people's wounds.
Thank you Prime Creator.
I AM free from apologizing, defending or justifying my existence.
Thank you Prime Creator.
I AM free from past events that drained me of my life force.
Thank you Prime Creator.
I AM choosing what is right for me without guilt, shame or regret.
Thank you Prime Creator.
I AM no longer feeding past creations with my attention.
Thank you Prime Creator.
I AM free from anything that does not support my God-ness.
Thank you Prime Creator.
I AM filling my future with self respect, love, peace, joy, bliss and kindness.
Thank you Prime Creator.
I AM focusing on what will fulfill my soul's purpose.
Thank you Prime Creator."
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July 9, 2023
The time to return to my land is near. I close my eyes and feel the heat, the warm ocean waters and soft breezes. I wake to the birds singing, roosters at dawn, dogs barking, and the train as it travels behind my house. I hear the rain as it hits my aluminum roof and the deafening music that this creates. I bask in happiness and bliss as I look around my room. It's pure joy to return to the simple life I knew and loved, and left behind 52 years ago. I revel in the stillness.
"I feel like I should want more, but I don't. I want less. Less stuff, less rushing, less stress, less noise. I want simplicity."
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April 3, 2023
"La medicina sale cuando la luz sale del corazón. Somos hijo(a)s de la luz — deberíamos brillar como la luz. Somos hijo(a)s de la naturaleza y del padre sol. Estamos en el SonqoPacha - la era del corazón." ~Ñuapany Puma
We’ve returned to the heart….our inner wisdom…..the center point.
The eagle flies in the north; it's all about the mind. The mind that tricks you into slavery.
We now fly with the condor in the south….the heart…..pure love.
To be with-in the heart, we need to release things from the past. We need to let go of all the negative that we've held onto. Those that remain trapped in the mind will continue to live within that system that controls them. That person doesn’t think for him(her)self, and has no relationship with him(her)self. There isn't much time left for the choices to be made. To remain in 'altered' consciousness is to continue sleepwalking through life. Will you choose to wake up? To look at your true self in the mirror? To face the ugliness, the pain, the fear, the anger? To walk away from all the addictions? If you say yes, you're in for an amazing journey into pure love, pure love of all your-self, the alchemizing of your true self.
The simpler our lives are, the more connected we are with our Earth Mother. We then connect further into that which guides us within the frequency of pure love. It's all around you. You need only to call it in.
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February 16, 2023
These are some beautiful souls I sit in circle with, always growing, always learning, always embodying more and more love. Sitting with like-minded souls in community support the peace and calm with-in and with-out. Find your tribe(s). It's imperative we be in alignment with our truth, our integrity and our connection to Source in this pivotal time. Take what resonates with you. Leave behind what doesn't.
Apuq Ñuapany Puma
Oracle Girl
Carol Fitzpatrick
Celia Fenn
Patrice Fields
Don Oscar Miró-Quesada
Pam Gregory
Patricia Cota-Robles
Apuq Ñuapany Puma, one of my most respected teachers, produced this film.
Walk with love.
La Profecía del Munay
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December 17, 2022
I'm having hip replacement surgery in 4 days, on the Winter Solstice, 12/21/2022. This is exactly 2 years to the day that I woke up unable to put my weight on my right leg on 12/21/2020, the magical day the portals opened at Ulurú. It's also 22 years to the day that Mami dropped her physical body on 12/21/2000. I know Spirit chose this date for a reason.
The amazing miracle is the elimination of the PCR "test" that I was required to do 72 hours before surgery. I've prayed about this for 4 months, and Spirit answered in a magnanimous way. I'm v@x-free, and in all these years, I never took that "test" nor complied with any of the m@ndates. I was ridiculed, bullied and even called hurtful names by my family members and "friends". Everything required one or the other, so the "privilege" of travel, social gatherings, family weddings, indoor seating at restaurants, cinemas, gyms, etc. were out for me. I was kicked out of countless places for not wearing the suffocation device on my face.
These past three years have been an incredible journey of so many miracles and blessings, the greatest one being that Spirit forced me to sit completely still this entire time. In that stillness I released so much of the past that no longer serves me. What came out of this deep inner journey is self-love on an immense scale. I've fallen so deeply in love with every aspect of me, shadow and light. I learned to speak my truth and release most of the guilt....wow....that really is the big one. It's been a super lonely ride, but worthwhile. I'm able to move freely, be who I truly am, and finally be able to return permanently to the land that birthed me, to my people and to my culture, where I truly belong. I sit in the deepest of gratitude. ¡Hallalla!
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August 16, 2022
I’m realizing lately how “smart” the Matrix is. Smart in the sense that it chooses ways and methods to pull me back in, without even realizing what’s happening in the moment.
What do I mean when I say “pull me back in?” Simply put—-back into my old thought patterns, old emotional reactions, old patterns of behavior, old programming—-in short, the old paradigm I once existed in. I say 'I existed in' because in the old paradigm I wasn't my true self, so I wasn't truly living.
In this moment of NOW, and especially since crossing thru the Lion’s Gate portal on 8/8, it has become increasingly apparent to me that I am a witness, an observer, to all these old emotions, reactions, patterns of behavior, etc. The wondrous epiphany is to discover that I observe, but don’t participate. I sit in peace, in total calm, joy, and drama-free (for once in my life/lifetimes!). THIS is 'La Nueva Tierra del Amor', donde vivimos en completa harmonía con todos los elementos, en nuestros corazones, conectados con nuestra Alma completa, viviendo en puro amor, honestidad, integridad y guiada por la sabiduría.
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July 7, 2022
Today is the Portal of the Spiritual Warriors on Earth! We are the Galactic and Angelic Beings of Light, and we stand now as the new Human Angels, the Shining Ones, holding Light para la Nueva Tierra del Amor.
Today is a powerful time to heal the subconscious and heart. We’ve all had traumas and wounds that we’ve pushed to the bottom of our consciousness, but now the emotions around the pain are coming into focus. We want to take action to heal our deepest wounds and mend relationships. . We’ve all been holding in tears, emotions, and uncertainties that need to be released.
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June 5, 2022
Morgellon's Disease vs. me.
I've suffered from skin issues for over seven years. It began on my face and on my lips, and then moved into my hands, then my entire arms. I went to countless dermatologists, doctors, and once even to the emergency room. No one could diagnose what I had, but continually prescribed the good 'ole antibiotics and steroids, which made my condition worsen automatically. Last December I woke up to a face that was red, burning, itching, flaking and felt like sandpaper. I was terrified. I did the best I could to relieve the pain and itching, but not much helped. I saw my face change right before my eyes. In March an old friend and master in bioenergy work saw me and said "that looks like Morgellon's". At the time he thought Morgellon's to be attributed to arthropods, so he treated me for that. It helped a bit, but my skin kept burning, itching, and felt like creatures crawling underneath the surface.
About a month ago a friend sent me a video entitled "What in the World are They Spraying" which brought some information into my view. Even though it's 10 years old, it's worth watching. https://www.youtube.com/watch?app=desktop&v=rEUg8uLoZNY From there, I found Dr. Gwen Scott and Clifford Carnicom and their research into this condition. Even though this video is 8 years old, it resonated with me, as it might you, too. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Drb8_8Mg13A There is no cure for this....yet. In my gut I know everyone is suffering from this in one way or another. The aerosol spraying of our skies with toxins and who knows what else is global. We all breathe the air. Skin manifestations is just one way this disease shows up. It's in joints, hips, blood, organs.....you name it. Yet another eye opening documentary, "The Dimming", investigates and conclusively exposes the existence of global weather intervention operations. https://www.youtube.com/watch?app=desktop&v=rf78rEAJvhY
What I know as truth is this--- I did not, and do not, give anyone permission to poison me or my loved ones. I've survived mystery illnesses since birth, Karmic curses, curses directed at me by others and even by their lineages, direct psychic attacks, negative entities jumping into me from others, negative thought forms, and more, so I'm not willing to sit back with this. I encourage you to share these videos with everyone you know! We are Sovereign Beings. Let's shine our Divine Light onto this darkness.
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Use your voice. The more you say no now, the more power you have.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y6Wz3i_BYUc
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April 27, 2022
"We warned that one day you would not be able to control what you have created, that day is here. Now we must unite once again to create an energy shift upon Grandmother Earth. She cannot take any more impact from all the selfish decisions being made. We have come to that place in this time upon Earth, to now make a stand together. To unite - each in our own sacred life - ways we have chosen to walk, whatever religion or belief, go to your sacred spaces and join us in these special prayers for the Earth on June 21. It has been proven we can create miracles when we unite spiritually.
I humbly request a time from each of the two legged in this world to send a prayer to heal our precious Earth and the balance of Mni wiconi to be restored. Begin to prepare in your homelands to unite - All Nations, All Faiths, One Prayer - for the sake of Grandmother Earth, our source of life, not a resource. In a sacred hoop of life where there is no ending and no beginning."
~Chief Arvol Looking Horse, 19th Keeper of the Sacred White Buffalo Calf Pipe
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April 15, 2022
April 12, 2022, was the powerful conjunction of Jupiter with Neptune in Pisces, which was said to be the most evolutionary alignment of 2022. The last time this happened was in 1856, before that in 1690, and before that in 1524. The expansion of emotions was palpable. It was magical. This prophesied time has been called the "planetary wakeup call," a time that will bring higher frequencies into human consciousness.
Star children, star seeds, or whatever you want to call us, I never felt like I belonged here. I knew this since I was little kid. I clearly recall at age 6 sitting at my kitchen table observing my family and thinking "who are you people?" I see now so clearly the many things that I did my entire life that hurt and degraded me....all to try and "fit in," to be seen, to be heard, to just be loved and respected for who I am, only to be ridiculed even more.
This time now finds us "weirdos, outcasts, sensitive ones", whatever we were called, peacefully observing the old world crumbling and falling away. I no longer fear intimacy, nor do I need to protect myself from inflated egotistical, narcissistic and conditional relationships because they are obsolete. We now live in a world of truth and right action, born of an open heart, and guided by our ancient wisdom.
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22/02/2022 -- February 22, 2022
"Today is a powerful portal day with shifts and energy movements all over the Earth. Many Light workers are joining together in meditations and activations to welcome and ground this energy.
For me, it is the end point of a passageway that began on 22/01/2022 a month ago. It culminates in a very special achievement. This means that the New Earth of the Golden Age is now fully possible and is manifesting daily on this new frequency wave. What a beautiful time it is! To be able to live fully in the gentle and loving creative energy of the Divine Feminine (02/22/2022) and to feel that we are loved and supported by our Angelic and Galactic families in this New Creation. Love to everyone on this Sacred and Powerful day!" ~Celia Fenn
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February 20, 2022
In recent weeks I've experienced a deep dive down, at least that's how it felt. It's been murky, dense and felt like quicksand. I can't describe it any other way. It manifested in stronger pain in my right leg/hip, making it intensely difficult to walk. My skin began its own manifestation of what is moving in and out of me with horrible rashes on my face and neck, literally burning and itching all at the same time. What I saw in the mirror freaked me out.
Today I hit rock bottom. What came rushing to the surface was all I've been trying to move past, all I've been trying to heal. The burning and itching and swelling on my face and neck became unbearable, and when I look at the aging face in the mirror.....a face that has aged probably 8 years in the last 18 months.....I broke down. The tears came from a depth I didn't know was there.
What's left? Surrender. I forgave myself for believing that I am unworthy and a piece of trash that can be discarded. First thought that came into my mind..."are you kidding me?" And then when I looked back into the mirror at myself, I saw past the physical and saw only love, pure unconditional love. I fell in love with every single wound, wrinkle, scar and imperfection that is me. I let go of the visual damage that's happened to to my physical body in these last months. I re-membered that this body is only a temporary house for my beautiful soul. I was reminded that I chose to be here during this remarkable time.
In seeing the aged, wrinkled, scarred, and wounded face in the mirror I recognized some deep truths. Most important was that all my responses in this lifetime came from traumas. The "I don't need anyone" syndrome was my survival tactic to shield my heart from abuse, neglect, betrayals, and disappointment from those who could not, or would not, be there for me. I saw my wounded heart hiding behind a protective brick wall. Impenetrable. Nothing can get in so that nothing can hurt me. Except love did get in. And although it broke my heart into a million pieces, it shone light on deep truths that found their way to me.
I am worthy of love, of having my heart held with integrity, respect and tenderness. I am worthy of having a true soulmate partnership, and I say 'true' because the word 'soulmate' is thrown around way too casually these days by the ego self. I am worthy of being honored, adored, cherished and valued. I am worthy of having someone say to me, 'You rest. I got this.' And then actually deliver on that promise. I am worthy to receive. I am worthy simply because I am.
And as Love would have it, in perfect synchronicity, I was sent this beautiful message:
"Right here, right now, in this body, in this moment, you are the Divine Feminine. In your rage at the injustice of the world and in your deep love and compassion. In your celebratory experiences, and in the heart wrenching moments of solitude. You are the Divine Feminine. You do not have to commit to one box, definition, label or description. The Divine Feminine is inclusive and embraces all that surrounds her, not needing to be cut up and defined. Like beautiful waves on a shining sea, we are each of us flowing in our individual splendor; unique, undefinable and still connected by the divine currents of this sacred flow. You are the Divine Feminine. Embrace your brilliant individual light." ~Janet FeatherStrike
Love is a powerful force to be reckoned with. It will shred anything but love.
This is my truth, and to avoid truth is like poison to me now.
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January 13, 2022
I had a moment of true enlightenment in the very early morning of 1/11....the deep realization that I could no longer maintain one foot in the old world and one in the New World. Being in the old timeline is toxic to me now. I had a decision to make. Cords, hooks and ties to people and a bond that I've carried in my heart and cherished for 48 years needed to be completely severed and deleted from my frequency. Interestingly I thought I had done that some time ago. But my soul was clear: "you're still hanging on, it's time to let go."
It's a sober realization to hear the deep inner truth. And so, I said goodbye. Goodbye to the old bond and ties, to the love of my life (mi precioso Ranti, my twin soul), to the hopes and dreams I had carried in my heart for over 48 years. I watched it all in my rear view mirror---the sadness, grief, sorrow, humiliation. Slowly this lightness moved in, which took me completely by surprise. This birthed a deeper level of self-love because all that love that I had given to another had nowhere else to go except back into myself.
"Life sometimes gives you your most brilliant gift disguised as your worst nightmare." ~David Icke
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December 4, 2021
Today, December 4th, is a Total Solar Eclipse. Eclipses are about balance....the balance between darkness and light. This is quite the challenge now. The chaos vortexes around us are creating overwhelming fear, separation and division.
The upcoming Winter Solstice (12/21/2021) marks the center of the first 20-year Mayan Katun cycle. On December 21, 2021, we will flip the timeline from the past to the future. It's a huge opportunity to let go of the past that is no longer working for you---a time to open your heart, and to fully surrender yourself to the higher frequencies. This takes breaking away from your old patterns & belief systems, your familiarity of things which you believe keep you "comfortable." This can be super scary stuff, and excruciatingly painful and difficult. I know because I've done it, and continue to do it. Just know that anything less than love is being left behind. As my guides recently said to me so clearly in a meditation: "No more fear. Only love."
Que así sea. Que así sea. Que así sea.
Y así es.
¡Ajó!
¡Hallalla, Haylli, Huyayay, PachaMunay!
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October 7, 2021
October entered with a force I've not felt since last December. As a collective, we are being deeply challenged. We get to see what we are made of, to go through the excruciating process of letting go of old beliefs, wounds, illusions, comfort, dreams and attachments of both the past and the future. We are releasing on a very deep level whether we like it or not. It’s dark, uncomfortable, pressurized, and sometimes scary, but there is no going back.
It's hit me like a mack truck, literally. The physical pain in my back, hip and legs make it difficult to walk. Exhaustion, insomnia and nausea have set in, once again, to drop me to my knees. I keep reminding myself I'm like a snake shedding its skin. These are times of pivotal transformation and growth. I relish my freedom to create my new life on this, La Nueva Tierra del Amor.
¡Munay y Ajó!
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July 17, 2021
"The things that we're running from are only chasing us because they're not meant for us to avoid. Discomfort pursues us because it has something to teach us, and we'll never receive that important teaching until we stop running from it. The soul needs them in order to transform and to evolve. As an example, a great loss will break your heart, but there are few things that will produce greater forms of compassion and empathy in the world and for others." ~ Mateo Magee
On December 21, 2020, I was struck with intense physical pain in my right leg and hip. This wasn't the result of an injury or fall. I went to bed totally fine only to fall flat on my face the next morning unable to walk. I believe Spirit decided that this was the day I was to stop moving in order to literally force me to lay quietly for days on end for a very important reason. This pain, which can be debilitating at times, has been constant, but what I've come to see so very clearly is that, in being forced to be still and quiet, I had to stop running. I was forced to sit with the pain and discomfort, not just in the physical realm, but at very deep emotional and spiritual levels. My heart was in such pain that I felt the pieces breaking. I could hardly breathe at times. I couldn't cry anymore. It was excruciating.
I began healing slowly at a core level which I can only describe as miraculous. Pieces of my fragmented soul from other lifetimes returned. So many pieces of my beautiful inner child that had left and gone into hiding to avoid pain and abuse came forward. As I embraced every fragmented piece and aspect of me, no matter how painful the memory, or how deep the wound, the softer I became. It's as though my soul decided "it's time to be whole again". I couldn't run away or avoid the pain anymore. I was on my knees.
It's been a long journey of self-discovery and deep lessons. I learned that I can't live without myself, my entire self. I learned that no one defines me, except me. I learned that I'm not a victim. I learned to stop blaming others for my pain and suffering, and to take responsibility for my actions, thoughts and words. I learned to embrace the power of my voice, which had been censored for so long in this and other lifetimes, and to speak my truth from a place of benevolent compassion and love, the deepest Munay. I learned that I was born innocent and magnificent, and that my previous belief systems of being trash, less than, not worthy of love, not worthy of being heard, not valuable---all were impositions placed on me by others.
Most importantly of all, I learned the immense value of integrity and honesty in relationships. It was with the deepest sorrow that I walked away from those who lied to me and betrayed my trust, and in doing so, disrespected and dishonored me on so many levels. Betrayal sucks at any level, but it is agonizingly painful when the betrayal comes from someone you gave your heart to. I understood, however, that they, too, are fragmented because of their fears and deep pain and wounds, which they choose not to face, and which often results in an attempt to protect oneself because there is a memory somewhere of being unable to protect oneself in the past. This can injure their ability to meet someone emotionally and intimately exposing their true self, without drugs and alcohol, unmasked and vulnerable, on the platform of truth and honesty.
So many epiphanies. Indeed, some unbearably painful at times. Just as the beautiful lotus rises up from the mud, so my soul has risen out from the depths of darkness and into the Light. For the first time in my life (lifetimes), I feel pure unconditional love of self. I am so deeply in love with Charlene Cooper Ayuso Quintana Ramírez.
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January 2021
I had the honor of being interviewed on Austin Bitzas's podcast, "Life as a Secret Yogi". Austin is an amazing individual on a quest to help people find their "inner yogi" as a tool of self-healing and growth.
His YouTube channel, Secret Yogi, hosts multiple holistic practitioners of different modalities. Austin's podcasts are inspired by his gratitude and his love of helping others.
Apple Podcast Link: https://podcasts.apple.com/us/podcast/life-as-a-secret-yogi/id1514954154?fbclid=IwAR3mvj11xPbsl5gi4hY2sC_TGCSTWKL-gjH_CvPh8kI31A7nepSXn_8f3gE
Via Austin's website: https://www.secretyogisociety.com/podcast/episode/1f7373ac/interview-shamanic-wisdom-and-body-talk-withcharlene-ayuso-cooper
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Chakras are thought to be portals through which the main energetic channels of the body flow. They’re electromagnetic vortices that take in and redistribute life force energy in and around the body, all the while maintaining the free flow of energy (life force vitality) in our bodies. We’re in a tumultuous time as we observe all that we knew falling apart. We understand and sit in our heart centers, most of the time in deep peace and calm. It’s inevitable that our chakras will fall out of alignment with all that is occurring around us. The day to day 3D isn’t easy, and we appreciate what support is offered us. Tonight my co-host, Greg, will take us through a chakra cleansing and clearing. All that built up “hucha” (dense energies) will be purified and cleared out. Gracias hermano Greg por la bendición de esta ofrenda. A’jó. I invite you to join me tonight and every Wednesday evening, as we sit in peaceful community offering love, healing and compassion to our Mama Pacha and to all sentient beings on this earth. We're living an auspicious time. If you would like more understanding and support, join us! Everyone is welcome. WHEN: Tonight (and every Wednesday night) -- doors open at 6:15 pm PT. Circle begins: 6:30 pm PT. WHERE: Via Zoom https://us02web.zoom.us/j/5588450619... If by any chance you are prompted for a meeting ID or passcode here they are: Meeting ID: 558 845 0619 Passcode: 654871
Equinox means "equal(equi) nights (nox)". Day and night are of equal length. Light and dark are in balance. Celebrating the equinox provides us with a rhythmic opportunity to celebrate living in our physical world. It's a moment to experience the expansive, energetic reality behind the events that make up our lives. Creating rituals teaches you how to work with creative energy, and helps you experience how elemental energy becomes matter. Ritual reveals how ideas expressed can transform and become new realities, and how they can birth new ways of being in the world. This Ceremony is free and open to all, no matter their experience. We will open the "doors" at 6 PM PDT, start at 6:30 PM PDT and continue until complete. Zoom link: https://us02web.zoom.us/j/5588450619 Room ID: 558 845 0619 Password: 654871
I am honored to announce that we will be holding Council Process, passing the talking stick, this Wednesday, July 19th, beginning at 6:30pm PT via zoom. We all can use a safe space in which to speak our hearts without fear of judgement or interruption. Putting words to our hopes, dreams and fears can bring deep healing. In this way they become meaningful prayers. Everyone is welcome. Doors open for this event at 6pm PT on Wednesday, the 19th of July, and Council Process begins at 6:30, ending at 7:30.
Please join me for a virtual Summer Solstice Despacho Ceremony, via Zoom. The Summer Solstice is a sacred time, commemorated by our ancestors through fire and ceremony, honoring the sun as it peaks high in the sky and stretches into the longest day of the year. It's often seen as a time of new beginnings. We say goodbye to a long period of self-reflection and welcome in the fiery energy of Tayta Inti to propel us forward. This is a powerful time to manifest spiritual transformations. When we hold these ceremonies and perform these rituals, we work for Nature, our beloved Pachamama. When we connect with her frequency, everything with-in us aligns with her. Everything flows peacefully. We align with pure love itself.
Please join me for an Equinox Despacho Ceremony, via zoom, this Wednesday, 3/22, beginning at 6:30PM PDT. We honor the approaching light as we hold gratitude for the work we have done in the dark of winter. When we hold these ceremonies and perform these rituals, we work for Nature, our beloved Pachamama. When we connect with her frequency, everything with-in us aligns in peacefulness with her. Everything flows peacefully. Negativity cannot touch us because we are now aligned to a frequency that is pure love. This Ceremony is free and open to all, no matter their experience. We will open the "doors" at 6 PM PDT, start at 6:30 PM PDT and continue until complete.
Join me on February 21st, 2023, at 3:07 am PT (11:07 GMT) for a silent meditation, as we gather in every part of the world to create a celebration like no other, as we enter the new highly positive field. Our Zoom room (link in "Read More") will be open for anyone to sit/dream/meditate/dance/sleep with a group of like-minded souls in this magical time. On this day we declare who we are: "I enter into a new positive field. I declare who I am. I am a light being in human form. I put in place a field of light of 1000hz around my body. I vibrate, pushing back all limiting beliefs and fear. I am sovereign in this space of light. I re-member light. I re-member purpose. I am safe and protected. I am joyful and grateful for this moment. I am on the precipice of creating the newest life experience. I am one of the New Earth participants. Together we will dream the new world into being."
Please join me for a Solstice Despacho Ceremony, via zoom, this Wednesday, 12/21, beginning at 6:30pm PT. We honor the approaching light as we hold gratitude for the work we have done in the dark of winter. When we hold these ceremonies and perform these rituals, we work for Nature, our beloved Pachamama. When we connect with her frequency, everything with-in us aligns in peacefulness with her. Everything flows peacefully. Negativity cannot touch us because we are now aligned to a frequency that is pure love. A Despacho is a prayer offering, fashioned as a mandala. They are then offered to the Earth, to moving Water, or to Fire. This Ceremony is free and open to all, no matter their experience. We will open the "doors" at 6pm, start at 6:30pm PT and continue until complete. Zoom link: https://us02web.zoom.us/j/5588450619?pwd=QXRLT0UzUjB1OGFmRTBCVWRoQVlRQT09 Room ID: 558 845 0619 Password: 654871
Solstice it is about balance, equal night and day, seeing both sides, the Dark and the Light, walking the Middle Way, without judgment, being compassionate, spreading Peace. Join me as we celebrate the Solstice, the releasing of old patterns/behaviors and the embracing of new powerful beginnings. There is no need to know anything about shamanic practices. All you need is an open heart full of love and compassion for our Pachamama and all sentient beings. Click on the button for passcode and meeting ID.
11/11 Scorpio Gates Portal...and after... So today we stand at the portal entrance. This transit through the Scorpio Gate under the light of Antares is an important moment in our Galactic Evolution, and the energies are intensifying accordingly. But this is only the first step in a Trajectory, or "Arc of Transformation", that continues on into the December Solstice on the 21st of December. For more info, click on the button below.
IMPORTANT UPDATE for our HARVEST FULL MOON DESPACHO CEREMONY! Due to heavy rain and high winds and a family emergency, today's Despacho ceremony in Alameda is cancelled. We are sorry for the short notice, but as they say....when it rains, it pours. I will be doing a Despacho Ceremony in private and will offer it to Mama Quocha at a later date. Blessings y Munay!
You and yours are invited to join Greg Iadarola and me as we honor and celebrate the New Moon with a Despacho Ceremony. Coming out of the Fall Equinox, October's New Moon is appropriately in Libra, as we sit in balance. We are being offered a new beginning. We can re-set and re-align with the new incoming energies of unconditional love, which will allow us to step into our integrity, our honesty, our Highest Most Illuminated Self. It is a time of taking action, using our voices, our gifts, yet doing it all with kindness and compassion. Avoid partaking in anyone's drama. See it for what it is... his/her drama, not yours. This New Moon provides us with the ability to move forward with laser sharp focus, "one step at a time." (Isn't there a song about this?) :-) Find joy and humor with-in and with-out, and give yourself time to step into stillness and balance. Bring your prayers and intentions for this sacred time, offerings for the Despacho, music makers and songs. Also, anything you will need to be comfy at the park, and perhaps some snacks to share! We look forward to sitting with you all. To RSVP or ask any questions you might have please email Greg: Karma_Kunzang@outlook.com We are asking for a small exchange of Ayni, $10-$20, although no one will be turned away for lack of funds.
Please join Greg Iadarola and me as we sit in the balance between Father Sun and Mother Moon, and offer two Fall Equinox Despacho Ceremonies, sitting in gratitude for the beautiful Summer behind us and, with intention, calling in the bounty of the Fall season to come. The creation of a Despacho is a wonderful way to give Ayni, or sacred reciprocity, to all of our helping Spirits, seen and unseen. We give back with plant, mineral, animal, human made and sweet offerings that we have spoken our gratitude and prayers into. Then we create a beautiful mandala with our offerings and complete the offering by applying beautiful, colorful flowers! First we will gather at Stinson Beach on September 19th, bringing our Ceremony to Wilka Yaku Mama Qucha, the Sacred Waters of Mother Ocean. This event also finds us sitting upon the cusp of the Full Moon, and we will be performing a special water ceremony during this Ceremony, to honor Mama Yaku, Mother Water, so that she may feel our gratitude, our appreciation, our respect, our love, our prayer onto her. We are in transition to enter into the New Earth, la Nueva Tierra. Tomorrow's earth, a world of love, of Munay, has already been created in spirit. Yet it will not show itself amongst the fear, the panic and the manipulation. Mama Yaku is so important in this process of creating the New Earth. She is powerful because she is the mother of all emotions. She is like the oil in an engine. Without it, the engine cannot work properly. In this same manner, the breath of life is being created through the water. Mama Yaku is flowing and carrying with her the frequencies needed to move us forward into the New Earth. When: Sunday September 19th. Meet at 11:00am. Ceremony starts at Noon, completes around 4:00 Where: Meet in the Stinson Beach parking lot. Look for the flowers on top of my car! What to bring: Everything you'll need for a day at the beach---blanket, hat, water, sunscreen, beach chair and snacks. Any small offerings of plant, mineral, animal, human made and sweets and/or a hand written prayers or poems. These offerings will not be returned. Your voices, musical instruments and Medicine Songs! A Sacred item to collect the beauty and energies of the day, to place upon the Mesa, the Central Altar. This item will return home with you. Most important of all is to bring your intentions and prayers for this powerful time. Cost: Sliding scale of $10-20. No one will be turned away for lack of funds. For information on our Second Despacho on ZOOM, click on the READ MORE button! Hope you can join us! Please contact Greg at karma_kunzang@outlook.com for more info and to RSVP
"The Light has come. You're at peace, and wherever you go, you'll bring peace" ~Neda Boin, musician. You and yours are invited to join me and Greg Iadarola as we honor and celebrate the Green Corn Full Moon (also a seasonal Blue Moon) with a Despacho Ceremony, August 22nd, at Baker Beach at the Presidio from 11am to 3pm. With this Full Moon we will offer blessings and healing to the water. We call the elements to return to balance. We will also be calling in the consciousness and energies of this remarkable time, a time in which we learn to awaken our Sacred Heart with love and compassion and to stand in our Sovereign power. The teaching of the Sacred Heart is, above all, a teaching of empowerment and balance, the central balance point of our Being.
Please join Greg Iadarola and me at a Despacho Ceremony celebrating the beautiful New Moon in Leo on Sunday, August 8, at Muir Beach, CA. This New Moon arrives on the same day alongside the opening of the Lion's Gate portal. This Ceremony will also be acknowledging the opening of the Lion's Gate portal, also known as the infinity gate. We mindfully align ourselves with the flow of creation and connect to the new heart-based behavior that we are modeling for the new Earth. We choose to stand totally in the present moment, to live only in the present moment, so that we can move through the Lion's Gate without being pulled away by old energies of anxiety, depression, unfulfilled desires, anger, etc. It is the time to release all that is preventing us from stepping into our sovereign power and realizing our full potential. We offer to Grandmother Moon all that does not serve us and ask for her assistance in bringing in pure love, compassion and Light! Two questions to ponder: 1) Have you released the past and your attachment to the past? 2) Have you released the future and your expectations of the future? Bring your prayers and intentions for this sacred time, offerings for the Despacho, music makers and songs. Also, anything you will need to be comfy at the site and perhaps some snacks to share afterward! To RSVP or ask any questions you might have please email Greg: Karma_Kunzang@outlook.com
Please join us as we honor the Full Moon and offer Ayni, Sacred Reciprocity, to Pachamama and tend to the land of E. S. Anderson Equestrian Camp, Tilden Regional Park, Berkeley, CA. With this Full Moon we release what is preventing us from stepping into our sovereign power and realizing our full potential. We offer to Grandmother Moon all that does not serve us or our Highest Good. This ceremony will honor the "Day Out of Time" and the Galactic New Year, both of the Mayan Calendar. a mystical place where all and nothing exists simultaneously—the culmination of the 13 Moon Calendar year originated from the Mayan “science of time”. It is Divine synchronicity that our Full Moon Despacho Ceremony is on July 25th—the exact day we enter “the day out of time” portal! Bring your prayers and intentions for this sacred time, offerings for the Despacho, music makers and songs. Also, anything you will need to be comfy at the site and perhaps some snacks to share afterward! To RSVP or ask any questions please email Greg: Karma_Kunzang@outlook.com
TONIGHT! Join Greg Iadarola and me for a Zoom Despacho ceremony celebrating the Summer Solstice and Strawberry Moon. If you have not experienced a Despacho ceremony, we welcome you to step in, to lean into this beautiful space with others that, like you, want to release what is preventing us from stepping into our sovereign power and realizing our full potential. We offer to Grandmother Moon all that does not serve us or our Highest Good, while calling in unaltered consciousness and abundance to support our healing and our journey in this amazing transformative time. Bring your prayers and offer them up silently or openly. We honor and support you. Gather at 6:00 PM PST Ceremony from 6:30 – 8:00 PM PST (US & Canada) Join Zoom Meeting: https://us04web.zoom.us/j/5588450619?pwd=QXRLT0UzUjB1OGFmRTBCVWRoQVlRQT09&fbclid=IwAR1mpIj3HFGSnd3v1_RU1FZCM251qh0VnALTejyHc1HflgyemRj-i3jRH3M#success Zoom Id: 558 845 0619 Password: 654871 Any questions? Email Greg at: Karma_Kunzang@outlook.com
You and yours are invited to join us as we honor and celebrate the Summer Solstice and the Strawberry Full Moon with a Despacho Ceremony on Saturday, June 19, at Robert W. Crown Memorial State Beach, Alameda, California, from 11:00 am to 4:00 pm. During this Summer Solstice Ceremony we will honor Inti Tayta, Father Sun, on the day before the longest day of the year. We offer our gratitude for the Sun's energy, heat and light, for without it, life would not be possible. With this Full Moon we release what is preventing us from stepping into our sovereign power and realizing our full potential. We offer to Grandmother Moon all that does not serve us or our highest good. We will also be calling in unaltered consciousness and abundance to support our lives. Bring your prayers and intentions for this sacred time, offerings for the Despacho, music makers and songs. Also, anything you will need to be comfy on the beach, and perhaps some snacks to share afterward!
Please join us as we honor the New Moon and offer Ayni, sacred reciprocity, to Pachamama and tend to the land of Napa and Skyline Wilderness Park with a Despacho Ceremony. With the New Moon we call in the energies and abundances allowing us to step into our sovereign power and realize our full potential. We ask Mamakilla, Grandmother Moon, to only bestow upon us what is of our highest good. This Despacho will be offered to Pachamama by placing it in the “cave” on the trail to Lake Marie. This Ceremony will also see us celebrating the Divine Feminine and the Era of the Goddess. Bring your prayers and intentions for this sacred time, offerings for the Despacho, music makers and songs. Also, anything you will need to be comfortable, and perhaps some snacks to share afterward! To RSVP or ask any questions you might have, please email Greg: at: Karma_Kunzang@outlook.com
Nothing is coincidence. Everything is synchronicity. Everything is Divinely orchestrated. Email announcing ceremony didn't go out. Family emergency didn't allow Greg to co-host ceremony in Napa. Extreme fire danger warnings posted for weekend. In essence, I changed location of ceremony to Robert Crown Beach in Alameda with the intent of balancing water-fire elements and honoring the re-birth process we are in. I was alone to do this Despacho amongst many families enjoying their day at the beach. The children were so interested. Parents didn't seem to mind them being around me observing and listening to my singing, and I'm tone deaf so you can imagine! :-) As I began folding the paper, it broke open. Not from the sides, but right on the bottom. Whaaat??? I've not ever seen this happen before. Everything began falling out. So I pulled it together as best I could, wrapped it with the base layer of manta (cloth), picked it up like a newborn baby and carried it into the ocean with me against my chest. Surprisingly (or not...), the water was not even cold. It felt warm against my skin. I felt so happy, so blessed, filled with love. I gently allowed the contents in the manta to fall into Mama Qocha, offered prayers of gratitude and unconditional love to her and Mama Pacha, and watched as all the flowers spread and listened to the joyful screams and laughter of the children as they saw the flowers washing up the shore. It was an amazing moment. One I'll never forget and cherish forever. I felt such peace, such bliss, such a balm of healing for my heart which had been broken. To top it off a beautiful sister wrote to me and said: "We are giving birth to a new Earth, a new humanity! Maybe that's why you couldn't wrap the Despacho yesterday and you were alone to give it to the water. Indeed the baby was born!"
We honor the Full Moon, give Ayni (sacred reciprocity) to Pachamama and tend to the land of the Lafayette Reservoir with a Despacho Ceremony. With the Full Moon we release what no longer serves us or our planet. This Sunday, specifically, we will release obstructions keeping us from stepping into our Truth, impediments to our self-care and self-love and anything that holds us back from stepping into our innate power as a sovereign being. When: Sunday April 25, 2021 11am-3pm Where: Lafayette Reservoir, Lafayette, CA What to bring: Prayers crafted for this time. Offerings for the Despacho. Music makers. Your voice to sing. What you'll need to be comfy, seated along the edge of the reservoir. To RSVP or ask any questions you might have please email Greg Iadarola at: Karma_Kunzang@outlook.com - or me at: fauxceo@gmail.com
FREE "Blessing of the Animals" by the Franciscan Friars at 1 PM. I will also be offering information on BodyTalk for Animals. Intro sessions will be available!
Have you ever experienced any of these---personal trauma, family crisis (medical or relationship), severe illness or health problems, family or environmental crisis, self-doubt and inner confusion. If you answered "yes" to any one, you are not alone. This may be the one quiet step towards healing that you've been longing for. Savor a meditative state in which your body relaxes and begins deep healing at a cellular level. Sometimes no words need spoken, just sound, whose unique vibration and frequencies resonate within the body at different levels. Experience a Shamanic "limpia" (cleansing) to further support the body in healing.
There is mysterious alchemy that happens when you're in a safe space with other women. You get to deeply reflect on what's happening in your inner world and see the gems waiting for you inside your heart. There are women out there—closer than you think—who are ready to hold space for you to reacquaint yourself with your powerful vision. On this new moon of Aquarius, women all around the world will be gathering in Sister Circles to explore the theme for this gathering: " Inspired Visionary: I am awake, guided, and living my purpose ."
FREE "Blessing of the Animals" by the Franciscan Friars. Bring your animal to receive the blessing by the Friars at 1 PM. From 12 noon - 3 PM, participate in the Blessing for the Animals Fair.
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